8am in the morning and all the way till 3pm on Saturday, guess where i was? .....In School! =.=
This is so annoying because i miss my Chingay practice like again. Honestly, i only attended the cingay practice once & I don't even remember the steps.but apparently they love me too much to kick me out. hehe! *pheeewwww*
Anyway, i took like pictrallion of pictures with all my friends there namely Racyhel. I may never going to see half of them because they will be on school attachment. Somehow though, i am going to miss them all.
After that Ahmad fetched Raych & I. He dropped Raych at Paya Lebar Mrt and sent me to Aida's house. He's Aida's neighbor btw, so not fair. By the time i reached Aida's sister engagement ceremony i was exhausted to death. I could barely even walk! Chey! haha. Anyway, Kak Nadia looks super gorgeous and when i watched her while burning in jealousy. I want to get married too!! I want people to ogle at me in an awe, i want to receive lots of gifts, i want people to snap photos of me..i want to see my Husband singing to me with love in front of everyone..i want everything!! haha.
I feel ubber sad and lonely there though before the two sneaky girls arrive. Aida was with her new friends and somehow i have this sinking feeling that they are like replacing us because they know everyone there too and they acted as though Me,Lubna and Farah were guests. HELLO! WE'RE NOT THE GUESTS! WE'RE CLOSE FRIENDS OF THE FAMILY!!! I hate it! argh!!
Will upload the wedding pictures soon.
XOXO
Its the last day of being a year 2 student. From this day forward, i am the senior student in RP. *takes a hunmble bow*
XOXO
Omg. At last. It is like the last week of school. And as usual, only then am i struggling to study each night for the final and last test. I'm the last minute kind of girl & that's not good right? [ooh! i used the word 'last' for like 4 times in this paragraph. Ok and im sure that's not gonna be the last time i'll use the word last for this post. ok that makes it 6 times. Im paranoid since morning]
Anyway, this post are just pictures of my last week of school with my classmates. So, even though it's like posted today it's gonna be updated like everyday.
I can't wait for next week. It's my sister's birthday and Ahmad & I are planning to bring her to sentosa with us! We're going to ride Luge..the sky thinggy..we're gonna do everything that's offered there! And and and..as the Head of the Team Victoria's Secret in Singapore [CHEY!!] i can't wait to visit their outlet too! I am officially sexcited.!!!! *do the acrobat *
And and and and and and and...i am sooo gonna be busy.. and you guys must must be excited for me too!! because.. I'm officially an event planner after i graduate from this school and this is my first major event! well not really major, sorry i exaggerate alot.
List of MAJOR events
12th feb - My anniversary
13th feb - Ahmad's 20th birthday
14th feb - Valentines day
Im soo busy preparing ..well..everything!! It's gonna be a blast! But i do need some tips though. Doing lots of research over here!
XOXO
Yes. I love what it says on my lapton casing. <3
I love spongebob! do you? I think its a very..erm..educational show. It is educational ok!
I just learnt something from yesterday's episode. How many of you wants to know what EVIL means?
It means... Every Villain Is Lemon. XD hahahaha!!! omg. i cant stop laughing. its so funny.!! *stomps feet*
Ok anyway. Everytime i meet someone.. the first comment i get is that im too skinny. Its really annoying you know. I eat alot! ask Lubna. But no matter how many times i eat, i still look anorexic. Too skinny may be unhealthy. But mot people in the world, chey world are 25% overweight and only 1% are underweight [skinny celery like me]. So let's perharps hush about the anorexic ones and take care of the dat ones. They have like BIGGER problem. Skinny is quite pretty wad..Like Keira knightley, Mary kate, Paris Hilton..Agyness Deyn..Iqah..CHEY! haha
No Offence to anyone - I'm just defending myself with love. heeeh XD
AND OMG. TO ALL SHAH RUKH KHAN'S FANS!! [priority me of coz]... His latest movie will be coming out soon and its in cinema!! Unlike his normal movies, this one is very dfferent..and it conveys a very important message. Its about being a Muslim in this world. You know how hollywood movies like Harold and Kumar..blablabla..they like to put in some shots about muslims being a terrorist and stuff. Well, this is it. FINALLY, a show that conveys that muslims are not terrorist!! WE ARE NOT!! grrrr! Do i look like a terrorist to you all? huh? answer me? *shakes head seriously* But i really hope that the movie wont contradict our religion. Because you see, we may be muslims but our culture do affect our religion. Like an Indian muslim like them may differ from us. We'll see. Im anticipating for it. and ouh my favourite line... My Name Is Khan..And Im not a terrorist.
Before i go, i would like to Congrat my bestfriend, Farah for winning the Tony & Guy modelling show. I'm hapy for you..but i am still very upset and hurt and disappointed and everything a bestfriend should feel when you didnt asked Me and Lubna to model with you but you asked them instead. how could you? It's like soooo..haix.. please remember us next time :(
XOXO
Omg. ok. i don't really know how to start this entry. BUT. whatever happened to me on thursday was something i hope it would never occur again!! for my entire lifee!! 
My final exams are coming soon and i really want to excel in it..and boy am i stressed. 8(
Anyway, i didnt felt good when i came home from school on wednesday. I knew i was going to fall sick. You see my body's really weak, i get sick very very easily. So then, i had a very high fever..starting to cough pretty badly. Then i started to have difficulties in breathing..and that's when i really panicked. I was so afraid. Early next day, i went out of my house to go to the polyclinic. My father is already there waiting for me, he's from work.
As i was walking..i started gasping for air again and the next thing i knew i was like lying down on the floor. I quickly called my grandma who rushed down and cabbed me to the polyclinic. omg. you guys, i thought i was going to die. I was crying and all. So then when we walked to the poly and took the lift. i fainted. yes. i fainted like immediately. everything was pitch black. and can you imagine i landed on my poor grandma? she must be so frightened to death. 
Luckily my dad was there and then the next thing i knew i was wearing the oxygen mask, lying down on a roller-or-something that is pushed by the paramedic. 2 MALE paramedics. let me be more specific. 2 undeniably quite good looking paramedic. I was like WTFFF. I've always wanted to know what's inside the ambulance but this is soooo not how i plan it should be. It was pretty small and im lying in the bed in the middle of both paramedics. I actually felt very safe in their hands. They're really skilled. But i hate hate hate the injection part! Omg. and things get ever worse.
When i got into the emergency room..all i can remember is like a group of nurse and a doctor rushed to me asking all kinds of question and the next thing i knew they're poking big thick needles on my arms. You know how painful it is? its very painful tau :( i cry and cry but they wouldnt stop because apparently my veins were not visible. they took my blood like what? 6 times on different places..now i have like plasters all over my arms. :( they sent me for x-ray and blablabla.. turns out i had this hyperdunowhat condition..so stupid. make me suffer so much when they can just put the bloody oxgen mask on my face to safe me all the pain.
Im feeling much better now though not really recovered yet. Please pray i'll get well soon. I have exams to study for :(
XOXO
sorry for the boring post. I just had to complain..ok, i admit..i just want you guys to feel my pain!!
I miss you Lubna. I miss you Farah. I miss Us. I miss the old times.
XOXO
To the best bf a girl can ever dream of;
Though I broke my promise and your trust,
My love for you remains as strong as ever.
I know it must mean little to swear never And again to break my word,
and yet I must. But What else can I do? You're angry and hurt,
All my world will darken if you sever my heart from yours.
Please ...wait, and I'll endeavor
For this last chance i'll never dissappoint you
Forgive me for what cannot be forgiven.
Restore the love that I once squandered, driven
Grimly by some grinch I've since deposed.
I cannot plead for what I cannot fathom,
Valuing least the value I most crave.
Thus time will heal this wound and leave no scar.
Since I now know the pain of losing you.
Its gonna be so cold. its so cold. without you. I love you
ouh my goodness.
i
am
turning
freaking
19
this
year!!!!
omgomgomgomg. im like freaking grown up now can?
Peterpan take me to neverland, i dun wanna grow up!!
hehe. anyway, i found some oh-so-old-school-pictures, mostly taken during my first few years in poly...
i look like so much more erm.. fat sia! haha
xoxo
OOOOOOHHHHH <3333333
I’m a proud owner of 2 ohsocute PersianmixedSiamese kittens!! I loike! I loike! It is sooo cute!! [and right now as im blogging, they’re like rolling on my laptop’s keyboard.] SOOO CUTE LA! Geraaam!
And omg, Chingay Samba parade this year is gonna be extra special because you know why? Iqah the awesome is participating in it! *samba samba*[at last im doing something to contribute to the community]. And omg, their practice was surprisingly fun! I made so many new friends! *samba on the bed* Maybe this shall be my 2010’s resolution, to experience new things! Oooh..that sounded sooo erm erm Jurassic Park. HAHA~
Anyway, my very good friend told me about her problems which made me pretty mad. It goes something like this; Girl loves Boy very much. Boy make use of girl's trust. Girl's forgives him countless of time. Boy promise to change but that never happen. Boy hurt girl in many ways you can't even imagine it. Girl can't stand it anymore and went to a different direction. Boy insulted Girl and make her feel so trapped. Girl got hurt, again. You see people? Time and time again, this saying had being proven to be the truth. No matter what ever promise they had taken, a leopard would never change it's spots. They would go back to their old ways after a day or two. Just like someone I know.
Yes, he has left and it hurts like hell. You feel like crap and freaking paranoid.You cry all day and all you want to do is wallow in self pity and doubt that you'll ever find anyone else. Girl, stop torturing yourself!. A piece of advice from someone who has been there; i know it's not easy but move on; get him out of your life, QUIT BELIEVENG HE'LL CHANGE FOR YOU IF HE HAD SAID THAT MORE THAN TWICE, let him realise what he had lost..let him realise how he stupid he is to lose someone like you. The days where woman are said to be weaker than man are over! Now if they play games with us, we play it better than them! *chey so semangat sey the way i talk!! stand up girls! stand up for your rights! chey!* And for the time being, FAKE IT UNTIL YOU CAN MAKE IT! [ make the world see that you're not affected by it even if you are]..& you all know revenge is kinda sweet! ok i like wanna step Dr.Love sia! haha omg.
Before i end this post, i just wanna say how proud i am to be from Republic Polytechnic. Ya, you guys may have heard of my school being the stupidest poytechnic or maybe the school which doesnt do exams..whatever. This is all bullshit! You know how hard it is here? how tough it is to be graded EVERDAY instead of only by examinations like other schools? and for the record we do have test aka exams for other polys.RP is a new school with an effective and beneficial method of studying. I'm actually quite sick of all my friends saying things about my school when they don't even know anything about it. Get real people for assumption is like the lowest form of knowledge.
&&omfg, ahmad is sooo planing something for me on valentines' day! I just knew it..that guy is sooo unskilled in suprising me.
xoxo
Yes. What a night. *smiling like an idiot*
Ahmad fetched me at Tammy’s and we proceeded to Ochard Hotel. And btw, thanks a million Tammy for helping us prepare for tonight, we love you! Haha. Anyway, we took like FOREVER to reach there! Ahmad is not really familiar with the town roads, yet, so we got lost there!
We were like super late when we got to the Dinner and Dance. I was extremely nervous and super self conscious! When we arrived, I saw this huge “HOLLYWOOD STARS” banner infront of the dining ball..i nearly faint I tell you.. first time attending dinner and dance and I don’t know anyone there!
I think both us and few others are like the only ones who took the theme Hollywood Stars as a Red Carpet event because we’re wearing like Glamorous+formal kind whereas the rest of them look like all kinds of characters! Ahmad’s colleagues were like characters from Star wars. & I thought it was kinda of cute.
I have to like steal these photos from their FB ..because the most cruel thing happened! I forgot to bring my camera and Ahmad's mobile phone died! Can you fucking believe it?! NO PHOTOS [got ah 1 or two only]! :(
Had i know, I'll forced ahmad to dress as Aladding and I'll be Jasmine sia.. Nvr mind! Next year! haha
It was really fun because the entertainer and performance were like drop dead hilarious! I laughed so hard the entire time there. I am really convinced that if my friends were here its gonna be a blast! Anyway, it was really a pleasant experience and I am so grateful to Ahmad for inviting me. :)
After that Ahmad sent me home. Yeah. That’s what I thought. But on the way home he was like
“EY! I wrong Lane already cannot change” and im like “but you can U-turn there to my house” and then he was like “Oops! Missed the U-turn!”... ahhah! soooo cute can? He brought me to ECP to spend our last hours of our 8th Months together.<3
Tammy the Ah lia ah! hahahahaha!!! omg. That was taken at our secret hideout place. chey! pretty right
Yesterday Ahmad was soo soo soo sweet! You know the other time i fail to catch any plushie from the UFO claw machine right? So then i asked him to win for me, so i say play 3 times for $3. He didnt get anything though which is damn disappointing cause each time he tried it was so close! So then i gave up and play the sweet2 machine and he went off to play video games. I didnt even last 2 seconds on the sweet2 game so i searched for him like everywhere in the arcade..at last i spotted him at the UFP plushie machine! The whole time i was spying on him and my heart just melt! he looks so stress and determine to win it for me. So i pretended to not know when he came back to me. He was like my money finish already ah you? i spent the whole $20 on the machine!! AWWWWWWW! SO SWEET KAN? omfg. sillyboy, i love you
XOXO
